I like to whine, Im sorry. Ignore my journal entry right before this one.
I know Im right, (there is no other option
) but it was not Ok (from my point of view of this universe) to bring it upon the world of Deviantart and everyone in it.
I just put it (the fact im right to be angry and confused) in my pocket
in totally silence and...now im Whining again. Sorry! Forgive me, please.
Try to find a way.
What I really want to say in this entry, is that I will try to start to paint again.
I realized i have not touched my brushes in a whole year! (1 year, 365 days? Wut, omfg. checking the pulse.)
That is crazy. It is insane. Was I in a coma or something? No.
No....it was lack of inspiration and inner peace- at the same time at the same place.
That is a important recipe for me to work. Peace and harmony...
I was broken, Now im whole again...for a while.
I love to be inspired.
Sorry for my strange journal entry but im kind of "out there".
Never been so sure about where Im heading and it brings me some peace.
At the same time i´ve never been so lost in whatever -like right now.
Good feeling to feel "I want to do something" instead of "I Can´t do anything, it is out of my control"
or the other alternative; "Im doing something, but just because I have to....but not really sure I WANT to".
U know the feeling. It sucks. Im not a controlfreak but SOME control is nice.
But right now...I want to.
I will catch it while it last.
Note to self (this whole entry is probably a note to self):
Coffe(e?) is not good for tummy.
It is actually quite bad for it.
Have a wonderful weekend! I will, during the parts when i´m not asleep.